Today is the first day I've felt angry with you. Those two nasty topics we've been dancing around in our emails lately aren't going to just go away. Your response made me really mad. Besides that all of our friends are hanging out this weekend. Not seeing you right now sucks enough. I feel like I've been divorced from most of my friends of the past two years as well. I keep asking myself if it was worth it. And I keep saying I'd probably do it again just to be around such an amazing person as yourself. As angry as I am tonight, I'd give anything for you to just show up at my door. I left the light on. I do that sometimes when I'm feeling weak. Light on or off, I'd never turn you away. You changed my life and I want to be near you again. Fuck patience.