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Posted On Thursday, May 10, 2007
I'm 18 years old and female. A month or two ago I searched out a website for male survivors of sexual abuse and, posing as a guy, posted false accounts of sexual abuse on the site. This continued for weeks, with me continually adding new lies about sexual abuse to the same website under the same alias. I even showed a couple people on the website pictures of a guy I know, pretending to be him when I posted the false stories about being a victim of male sexual abuse. I let them believe the things I was saying were the truth for months and people felt pain and cried for me for hours over all the stories I told them, not knowing they were all lies. The only explanation I can think of for this reprehensible act of mine is that I have an obsession with male survivors of sexual abuse. But I have no excuse at all for what I did. I have since confessed the truth to them all.... I also masturbate to gay porno.
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5 comments (post a new comment)I am a guy, 16, and a victim of male sexual abuse.
Personally I think you have some issues to work out. My suggestion to you would be to get some help, obviously. or maybe you're just attention starved and you were seeking some sympathy...either way, pretending to be a sexually abused guy is not cool.
Being turned on by gay porn is one thing, but pretending your an abuse survivor means something is wrong. No one should have to go through what victims have been through, I should know.
Thank you for confessing to them, it means you have recognized what you did wasn't right.
I hope the best for you. Do your best to find peace and happiness.;)
Posted by reallysorry on Thursday, 05/10/07 - 5:44pm
Thanks for the advice, reallysorry. Sorry about what you've been through...I know people like me don't make it any easier to come forward and tell the truth...my lies just make it harder for people in your situation...
You seem like a nice person
would you like to be friends?
Posted by person who posted this on Thursday, 05/10/07 - 8:43pm
Did you confess to the guy whose picture you posted?
You may also have Borderline Personality Disorder. It is tough to say without really knowing you. Such individuals are desperate for attention without regard for the consequences or feelings of others. You do have an issue that goes deeper than just male truth. But time will tell. If you don't address it, it will manifest itself again in even uglier ways. Wish you well.
Posted by another male survivor on Friday, 05/11/07 - 3:03am
my punishment poll:
http://www.pollpub.com/i-lied-about-sexual-abuse-online-several-times-under-the-same-alias-and-caused-the-people-i-lie.aspx
Posted by poster of this confession on Monday, 05/14/07 - 5:33pm
Not too cute or cool at all. I am surprised you didn't have the cops knocking on your door asking you in person about it. False accusations about sexual abuse have ruined many lives. Even when proven untrue, the accused is branded for the rest of his/her life. I firmly believe those who make such false accusations, if proven to be lies, should get the same amount of prison time as the one they falsely accused would have gotten. Lady, I think you had better get your cheap thrills from some other subject less harmful to others. You definitely need help big time!!
Posted by Yankee on Thursday, 11/13/08 - 1:33am