at moment im feel ill. why dont you speak to me? you all only notice me when im happy and thats for a little bit because you cannot cope with the amount of happiness i do have then.....
What do you want me to do...shoot myself...i often think of my funreal and wonder if you will cry or not....You guys wont i dont think, all what you feel at moment towards our friendship is lies....dont think i know that because i do, i hear you talk about me everynight....yet i treat each of you with respect and love and i dont have that back.
You hurt me, so now im going to hurt myself....