i cheated on my boyfriend. But sometimes i feel like i cheat on my lover when i kiss my boyfriend. I havent seen him (the lover) for over 6 months. he lives far away from me. every night i think of him and i feel stupid because i've known him for so little, and i have such a "crush" on him, and i wount get to see him more then a few weeks every 6-12 months. I still love my boyfriend. but i've also fallen for another guy. and it sucks.