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We have been dating for 4 years and the past 5 months he has been away and will be away for another 5 more months.
I love him dearly but I love myself more. I have needs too and secretly think that if men can do it, I can do it too (having sex to fulfill physical needs without the emotional attachments).
Oh and my father cheated on my mother, and my stepmother. I have not forgiven him.
I hope my bf does not find out.
But i hope my dad finds out that I am doing this and that I blame him.
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2 comments (post a new comment)You should be ashamed of yourself. You can come up with whatever excuses you want for your behavior. All of them are bullshit. Sure you like having sex without emotion. Then why have a boyfriend at all? If you just want sex and he is going to be away for so long why don't you stop being such a childish, self-centered brat and break up with him?
Posted by Dan on Monday, 06/4/07 - 4:47pm
I was in a similar scenario.When my gf would leave for a week or a month and I needed some, I gave in a couple times to temptation...well, many times but either way, we all have needs.My gf still has no clue and I wont tell her cuz I dont want some random sex to ruin the rel.You seem to realize love and sex are two different things which is good. Anyways, when you do end up having sex, cover your trails....wash sheets, throw out condoms,etc.
Posted by alpha on Wednesday, 09/5/07 - 9:34pm