My grandma... then my brother. Who's next? Who will be the next to leave me? I try not to ask myself that, but sometimes and can't help looking around at my loved ones and wondering 'who is the next to die?'.
I am trying to move on and create a positive and love-filled life. But it gets hard.
Now I met someone who could be it for me; could be the one. It's so scary but I have to take this chance. He could mean the life I always wanted. I feel that he could be my last chance for love.
Send me happy thoughts as I start this journey; hopefully the long road home.

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3 comments (post a new comment)fingers crossed!
for what it's worth: i think you're very brave for giving love a chance after being hurt. i hope you'll be rewarded.
Posted by sandra on Tuesday, 06/19/07 - 6:02am
im sorry for what you've been through. sometimes i ask why i've been put through what i have. but you can rise above it all. this guy sounds like what you need.
good luck :)
Posted by sarah on Wednesday, 06/20/07 - 8:51am
That's almost too eerie... I lost my grandmother then my older brother too. Sadly though before my gram I lost my aunt as well.
I share your pain. You are not alone. I hope that somehow you will see that by not taking chances or trying something new out of fear will only leave you cold and alone.
You seem warm, and caring. I have faith in you even if you are a stranger. Good luck
Posted by LuckyIris on Tuesday, 07/3/07 - 11:16pm