Remember your sophmore year? My Freshman year, the one day I'm supposed to be happy, Valentines day, you ruin it by making her come running to me crying in my arms because you made out with her lover at the time. I hated you then, back when your nickname reflected what you were worth to society, but then you left and you came back the next year. Remember during the play that year you decided to go on about your "child" who died? I don't know why I believed you, but seceretly, I knew you were faking. You hadn't been gone nearly a year, hell not even nine months, so how could he have died in a car when he didn't exist. Then Junior year....Junior year you ruined my life. I told you and I told him, "I have feelings for him, please don't fool around." What do you do, you fucking slut, you rub how you think you might be pregnant in my god damn face.
You want to know something? I had a nightmare that year that he would get you pregnant and that I would have to fill in your place because knowing you, you would just disappear, as usual. So I wrote a book, I never published it, it was written in tears. Tears that streamed down my face for an entire fucking year.
Then after the letter was sent, after you flat out told me what you had done with him, knowing I put loyalty and love into my embraces and kisses in what could be measured as the same amount of cum in your stomach at this very moment. I let you live with me. I let you breathe my air, eat my food, sleep in my bed, etc etc. Screw you. I'm glad you got kicked out.
Then when we hadn't spoken in ages and she messages you out of the blue, that was all me bitch. The only thing I wanted from you was to see in writing, "He never existed."
I used you to get that. 2 years I had been waiting for the moment you would slip up and I would catch you in it. Guess what I did?
I forwarded it to everybody who saw your "I had a child" BS skit, everybody I could think of.
How does it feel to be the back burner? I hope this new guy leaves you like the rest of them did.
I still can't believe I was going to kill myself because of you.

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2 comments (post a new comment)must be a relieve to get that of your chest. if you can manage to let it go you'll have a lot more space in your life for positive people. forget about her, she's not worth getting all worked up about. if your then boyfriend cheated with her, he's to blame just as much and you're better of without him.
Posted by sandra on Tuesday, 06/26/07 - 4:11am
Haha, wounded.
Posted by Kieran on Tuesday, 06/26/07 - 8:23pm