There this girl on my class that is very kind and funny, who I fell in love, I don't if she has a boy friend or not, but I'm quite nervours every time I'm around her. I'm trying to get next to her, I gave her a gift in he birthday, and drawned her.

I feel like she has feelings for me, but I'm afraid is just my unconcious will of having my expectatives answered. I feeling like a coward for not asking her to be my girlfried (I don't know how to do that). I want to have her by my side as my girlfried, but I'm not only attracted to her personality but to her body too, making me thing about raping her.

I'm so afraid of myself, but I can't tell this to anyone I know.