We were great together.

I said I wanted to be careful that we didn't mess up our friendship but that didn't mean I didn't want you.

I hate you for taking that as a cue to pursue and win a girl just like me. My friend.

I lied when I said it was okay. What was I supposed to say? You sprang it on me and then asked me if I had a problem. She was my friend and you made me play third wheel unwittingly.

Why didn't you ever try to talk things out with me? You knew I was shy. We were so close.

Why do I blame myself more than you? What happened still kills me.