The song I remember having sex to the first time pretty much with my ex, he has posted on his Myspace account from Youtube. He...he's made no interest in getting back together with me, and as the weeks go by, I find myself no longer in love with him. I love him, but not...in love anymore....I never thought it could be possible. But this song brings back the fact that he was my first....

despite all the shitty things I did to him last year.


It's one of those things you never forget.

Secretly, I'm very glad he put it on his myspace, because now I can just go to his profile and play it over and over and remember how much I wanted to tell him I loved him during my first time...but, knowing that I'm no longer in love...is bittersweet.