im about to kill myself
with a knife or with pills, i havent decided
I have already written my note
my outfit picked out
my place to rest is picked out as well
I have written out how i dont want anyone else to worry because I could not find any answers here so I am going to a place where there are answers.
I also wrote what caused this thought.
I'm just putting this up as a last resort
bye.

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10 comments (post a new comment)Don't...please
Posted by L on Monday, 10/15/07 - 6:12pm
Please wait it out just a little bit longer.
There is still hope.
I love you.
Posted by Molly on Monday, 10/15/07 - 9:28pm
thank you.
i actually did not do it,
i sharped a knife, but could not do it
then i tried pills, even counted them.
but as i was almost going to try 1, my phone rang.
it wasnt anything special but it was enough to know someone actually cared to call me back
she will most likely never know what that call meant to me.
p.s.-molly, i love you too for such support
Posted by writer on Tuesday, 10/16/07 - 12:14am
Thanks for staying with us. We're glad to have you, and the world wouldn't be the same place without you.
Posted by Tom on Tuesday, 10/16/07 - 2:32am
My pleasure.
To know that someone is alive now and I helped to keep them here makes me not second guess my choice to not go thoguh with mine either.
Posted by Molly on Tuesday, 10/16/07 - 4:35pm
one of the great things of life is not how much strangers care ( thanks SO much molly & Tom) but how those strangers change you. You have no idea.
It is also so nice to know I am not alone to think these thoughts and that there people strong enough to get through it.
Posted by writer on Tuesday, 10/16/07 - 11:27pm
there are never times in life to kill yourself because of not being loved especially when there are billions of people in the world even if your close relatives and friends dont seem that they care about your well being there re so many things that can happen in life that makes you want to say fuck it all but there are so many things that can happen to make you happy why end all of your chances of being happy because if you let happiness in it will come sooner or later and i know this for a fact because i know people with death sentences from illness and diseases and didnt let that keep them from tryin to live and they are still living past what doctors had scheduled for them so life is worth living even when it doesnt seem
Posted by arch angel on Wednesday, 10/17/07 - 1:07pm
ive been where you are now, and still struggle with it every day.
i pray that i can find the hope you have.
good luck, and i mean that honestly, even though ive never met you or even heard your voice, i care.
Posted by A on Thursday, 10/18/07 - 12:58am
To A:
its going to take a long time for the thoughts to go away and I dont think that i have fully over come them but you will become strong.
You make yourself strong.
If you don't care anymore or dont want to fight,
think about this:
Dont care about what those people say who bring you down! Dont fight with them or your crazy problems, leave them!
that is what got me to this point i hope it helps you.
Posted by writer on Saturday, 10/20/07 - 1:28pm
I'm proud of you for not following through.
There are many things that you'll have to experience, and if you'd killed yourself, you would have missed out.
Suicide is a perminent solution to a temperary problem.
Posted by Traci on Thursday, 03/27/08 - 4:21pm