reading all these bombs about people who have secret loves or are in secret relationships or love someone who cant love them back, makes me think back to when me and my bf were like that, we both loved each other without us knowing. now its been nearly a year and we're practically an institution.
i wish it was still like that, not knowing for sure, savouring every smile in case it was a sign he liked me. or even just people not knowing about the two of us, sneaking around and everyones suprise and shock when they found out about us.
surely it hasnt been that long? do we really need to spice it up already? i love him loads but sometimes i just yearn for when our love was secret and special and taboo.