i love my bestfriend. and he has a girlfriend.

and for the past 2 years, he loved me. but we never got into a relationship. so he doesn't actually know how much i love him, because i never had the courage to tell him, or believe that i actually did. so i would use other guys to take up the space of the love i could never admit too...and now i admit it, but its too late because he has a girlfriend now. and now there is no way i can tell him.

as for now, hes just my bestfriend...