For many reasons my life has not run its course smoothly but i do not wish to fill this confessional secret with painful and unnecessary details. I once or twice even came close to killing myself and what saved me was faith in God. Recent events eventually overshadowed the notion that you can be loved unconditionally. I felt i needed human proof. That you can be loved that much. As i felt so alone, and like nobody ever cared. Then yesterday a beautiful thing happened. Somebody i had loved for so long... well i discovered that he loved me too. Unconditionally and it saved my life, not because i was contemplating on taking my own. I didnt even realised i needed saving. Now I feel at peace with the earth. This has finally let me feel free-to confess this. I feel so at peace.