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I was raped as a child and then I was adopted by people who seemed determined to punish me for the crime. Religious freaks.
I'm completely dysfunctional and I self medicate with drugs and alcohol just to keep myself from feeling the pain.
I wish I had the strength to kill myself. But I'm too much of a coward.
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3 comments (post a new comment)HANG IN THERE...IT WILL GET BETTER..
Posted by WTF on Wednesday, 02/20/08 - 1:20pm
You're not a coward. Deep inside of you, you recognize that life is just too precious to do that to yourself. Some part of you still loves life. Keep trying, my friend; it's not always easy, but at the end of the day, you wouldn't want it to be, though there's nothing wrong with wishing it would be just a bit easier at least. God bless ya.
Posted by Yo on Sunday, 08/10/08 - 1:35am
We are all dysfunctional. There are very few people left who haven't been raped or molested in some way.
I realize we all handle things differently, but drugs and alcohol are not a given for everyone with a dysfunctional background. I'm a man who's had so many guys in me, I though I was the men's restroom. But after the rapes, we move on. The self-medication abuse is what is causing you to think so destructively.
Posted by LOSE THE DRUGS on Sunday, 08/10/08 - 7:28am