How I'm completely in love with this amazing girl, but she claims how she doesn't want a boyfriend because she gets enough satisfaction from her friends.
Which I think is bullshit because I know that she went through a really rough relationship with a terrible guy, and she's turned off from having a relationship for a very long time. And I honestly want to be the guy that can show her how nice a guy like me can be to her and how she DESERVES a loving relationship.

I''m totally head over heels in love with her, but we're at best distant friends, but I've changed my class schedule, made a whole facebook account, spent money, just so I could be with her and see her, and whenever I try to talk to her, even if it's casual it goes nowhere because I think she knows I want to get to know her.

I respect her privacy and stay out of it the best I can, but there are times when I think she's unfair and won't even give me a chance, I start to doubt everything. And I keep thinking that she doesn't like me because I'm black and she's Asian, but I know that's not the case because she's... different, I know.

My close friends have told me to move on, and I try, but honest to God, I'm in love with her, she has something that all the other girls don't, and I just don't know. I've written her poetry, some of wich I've given to her, and she seems to like it, but whenever I try to start a conversation.. nothing she doesn't respond. I've talked to her very close friends, and they say she's very introverted, and she doesn't like to talk about things like that. So I'm stuck at a wall.

I'm willing to do anything for this amazing girl who makes me want to give my life for, but it's an uphill battle.
I think of it know as "I want what I can't have" .
and I really hate it.