he doesnt see it, but i pushed him away and fucked myself up bad, just so hed see im not a good person to love, hes finally tired and wants me away, but i need him to hate me so he can get over me and i can stop hurting him.

im only letting you go because i love you d. not because i want to hurt you.

maybe its the wrong thing for me to do, and it very well could be, but atleast i know i tried to save you from the paint that can come from loving someone like me.

im just one of those people thats not meant to get serious with, and i dont know how he slipped to the side of loving me but however it happened im trying my hardest to get him away, but the problem is, i cant let go.

so not only is it hurting him bad its hurting me cause i keep coming back I CANT SEEM TO LET GO.