All this sounds so terribly familiar..I just go to sleep with the sole hope that I will simply dissolve,simply evaporate till dawn..That somehow I will be absorbed into this quiet slumber and be pampered and sang to and kept there forever..But I would always wake up.Again and again and again...To the same loneliness,same hollow feeling of going nowhere,same smell of "not enough"..Yet I still want to think there must be some..magical something making everything worthwhile,giving it all some sort of meaning..Silly as all this sounds..I wish you find whatever it is that you need..I hope I find that too..

Posted by nora on Thursday, 03/13/08 - 10:00am