I'm a nymphomaniac. I was born insatiable and unorgasmic. Sexual abuse probably made it worse. Either way, I can't control my urges. In two years I've had sex with 7 people, one was 10 years older than me. And that's not counting the number of people I've messed around with. I now only count the ones I have sex with. Easier to keep track. Three were people I'd just met, two were my best friends, one was rape... And I always cheat. I can't only be with one person. No one knows all the details, one person will know about this, one person about that...Still, my friends don't think of me as a whore, not even my best friends disrespect me for it...they actually think I'm a Sex Goddess and come to me for advice about love and sex. I always act so confident and unashamed, but I AM ashamed and I hate myself. I wish I could get myself under control...I'm not being led around by a cock, or anything. (sorry, stereotype.) I haven't had sex in a week and I'm ready to jump anything. I masturbated for 3 hours. I hate this addiction to sex and I want to die.