*I Cry all the time.

* I'm afriad to fall in love because I KNOW I'll get screwed over.

* I don't want to lose my virginity becasue nobody is good enough. not even my boyfriend.

*I used to cut 2 years ago. Never told anyone. My mom found out from reading my diary. My good freind found out somehow. thats it. My best freind doesnt even know.

*I think I have seasonal depression

*I think I'm fat. & too short. And my blonde hair doesnt look right on me.

*People think I play stupid but I really am. Plus I am unbelieveably insecure.

*When I was like 3 I was molested supposively by my neighbors husband who used to babysit me

*I dont know if im crazy but I think it was my dad.

*My dad scares me

*I dont like my mom at all.

*I used to take other peoples perscriptions

*I still cant believe that people call me outgoing because I'm nothing but insecure

*My life's goal is to get everyone to like me

*I am so annoying and I think I annoy myself more than anyone else

*My best freind gets on my nerves so bad and I CANT WAIT untill I actaully pass my driving test to get away from her controlling everything I do.. ever since 3rd grade.

*I almost commited suicide last year but the bible said that hell was worse than anything possible so I didnt want things to get worse.

*I cant comprehend how I got on homecoming court

*I think I used to be anorexic in middle school but have finnally pretty much gotten over it. haha I remeber freaking out because I was 93 pounds.. HAH.

*I hate talking on the phone because I am scared I cant keep a conversation

*I try to be funny because I think I am a very boreing person

*I have a weird accent that I realized came out of insecurity

*Lately I have started to stutter.

*I feel like I'm out of the "loop" at school.

*I cant keep a relationship. In fact, I've never had one over a month. Accept the one I'm in now. 2 and a half months. I know it wont last. just because nothing good lasts for me.

*Guys dont like me. They only go out with me to get stuff because Im pretty.

*Cheerleading used to be an iscape to me but now I hate it.

*Im scared to let out when I'm upset to people because they'll just say I want attention

*I love reading about other peoples problems because I feel less alone

*I used to be a strong Christian and I still go to church every Sunday and Wednesday but sometimes I question it and hardely show it.

*I thrive on compliments

*I get annoyed if Im not getting nice attention

*I force myself to get out and have fun but Its not even fun anymore

* I cant trust my good friend Emily anymore, infact, I dont even really like her its went that far.

*Alot of times when I'm out doing stuff All I can think of is getting home to just cry

* I'm not even pretty. I just tried so hard It looks like I am. And it stopped working.

*I dont trust anyone accept Olivia. Not even Lexy anymore

*Everyone thinks I like love Lexy but I cant stand her.

*All my freinds say Josh likes me but they say that about every guy I like. They dont understand that for me If a guy makes out with you IT DOESNT mean he likes you. No guy has ever actaully liked me accept for nerds.

*I honestly dont think I can pass my driving test

*I want to be the hottest girl in the school but it takes too much work.

*I think everyone hates me. But I cant tell who does and doesnt.

*Everytime I call someone I think they will be like "Uhm.. why are you calling..?" and when they are like "Hey!" its such a surprise

*Sometimes when people call me I dont answer becasue Im scared they will think im boreing if i dont have anything to say

*I dont fake being drunk like people say

*Drinking makes me happy, Im sorry.

* I know Emily has alot of secrets, especially family secrets but she hides them. I know we could relate. I really do care but I dont know how to let her open up.

*People call me stupid EVERY DAY.

*My boyfriend is black.

* My parent just officially got divorced last Friday and Its so hard to deal with.

* My brother is out of controll.

*Josh (my boyfriend) has way worse problems than me but never talks about it. When i try to talk to him about mine he doesnt want to hear.

*I care when people say shit to me but the people that really affect me are my parents.

*My Grandma is my favorite family member

* I dont like me.