To be completely honest, I'm not cool with things. As much as I want to be, I'm not. I like being your best friend.... but I want to be your cuddlebuddy. I think what we have is special and I still mean everything I ever said... despite the kind of conversations they might have been. I've always had a thing for you, still do, and I don't want to go through the next how many years thinking about what could have been. I really, really hope that just because we dated once, you think it doesn't work. I acted like an idiot, and would give anything to have things go back to the way they were. I just wish you would feel the same way... Just thought I should let you know, BAH.

-J