To Her: I think I'm kinda in love with your boyfriend. Even though I kinda hooked you guys up last year, I've fallen for him, and he has fallen for me too. Me and him are best friends and I know you get jelous because of it. And I don't really like you. I just pretend to be your friend in class, and be nice to not make you or him mad. I think you've gotten lazy and need to stop being trashy because I know your family is not like that at all.

Friday during last period, me and him walked around the school. Holding hands. And then we went to his car. We sat in the back seat all cuddled together talking. About everything. He kissed my head twice and we held hands. And he showed me sex positions. And physically moved my body to show me. Like we reinacted it. And he grabbed my boobs. Twice and said he really likes them and they're nicer than yours. And he wants to hangout with me again on tuesday. I kind of tried to stop it, but I really didnt want to. Did you know that apperently he was going to ask me out last year before he asked you? Probably not. And he said he loved me. And I said it back. I'm sorry.

He's made it clear on several occasions that he wants me. I'm sorry. We havent done anything serious, but I have to confess I want to hurt you. I dont think you two should be together, but that is selfish. I regret getting involved with being mathchmaker with you two. I'm not going to split you two up, thats on your plate. And I don't really plan on being "the other girl" so dont get mad, becuase we're not going to let you know.

And since he's graduating, and going to college, he's breaking up with you this summer probably.

And he says you are kinda boring when you two are doin' it.

And I told myself I didnt want to write a long entry, but I
guess I did.

And when we were first getting into his back seat, he tackeled me in and stradled me for a few 30 seconds. He wants me. but still likes you. but likes me a little more.

And he tells me secrets about you, about your sex, about life, about shaving his pubes, and it's amazing and I love every second of it. and he tells me i look nice and i smell good. and we pretty much act like we're dating when your not around. like that week you went on vacation? yeah we experimented on what it would be like for us to date. sorry but its true. you dont deserve him because you are a fake broot who just craves attention because shes unoriginal and an irritating know it all. and he agreed on that last part by the way.