my parents think im okay with the abortion they made me get
but its the worst thing i have ever done and it haunts me everyday of my life
i feel worthless
i wake up and cant feel his baby anymore
and it kills me a little bit more everyday

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5 comments (post a new comment)Tell them how it all makes you feel,no parent has the right to force their daughter to have an abortion,there are always alternatives if one cannot emotionally handle this.Then find someone to talk to,a therapist would be best.All the guilt you feel will not just vanish by itself.You need to deal with all these negative emotions or they will continue to haunt you endlessly.You are not worthless and you do not deserve to go through all this alone.Just talk to someone and you will learn to forgive yourself and eventually it will all be better,I promise.We all make mistakes and there are always times when it seems we have no choices and no way out.Just remember you have a choice now to help yourself.Best of luck
Posted by L. on Saturday, 06/14/08 - 5:19am
all is not lost. your still loved
Posted by sinner on Saturday, 06/14/08 - 12:25pm
WELL I HAD AN ABORTION WHEN I WAS 18 N I REGRET EVERYDAY OF IT. MY PARENTS NEVER MADE ME BUT IT WAS A DECISION I HAVE TO LIVE WITH. I HAD BABY DADDY DRAMA B4 THA BABY WAS EVEN HERE. SUKS BUT AFTER TIME IT WILL GET BETTER. U DO NEED TO TALK TO UR PARENTS N TELL THEM HOW U TRULY FEEL. DONT KNW THA CIRCUMSTANCES BUT THATS NOT THEIR DECISION TO MAKE. IT WAS UR BABY NOT THEIRS!!
Posted by TRULY SORRY on Monday, 06/23/08 - 3:07pm
Im so sorry about that.
You should tell them how you feel :[
Posted by Aww on Monday, 08/11/08 - 3:31am
aww. well it's over with now so there's nothing you can do about it. you'll have another baby someday so don't worry :) hopefully by then you'll be ready and you'll know not to let your parents make you have an abortion. although in their defense, if you're too young, it was a good decision. they would have to help out financially and everything.
Posted by anonie on Wednesday, 09/3/08 - 1:53pm