i had drank way too much, way too fast
i was kissing on this guy ive known since
i moved to the state i'm living in, i started
to pass out, i asked him to stop, it was exactly 9:23 when i looked at the clock before it all went black.
i woke up at 10:12 when my friend came in screaming
and he was inside of me. he was good about it asking
about my birth control but i didnt want to have sex with
him specially not drunk. ive had sex since then but
i broke the news to my mom almost a month ago on
the one year marking of when it happened, i told her
i didnt know the guy to protect him, i wish i never had
done that because now i cant tell her the truth, she
doesnt trust me in the first place, how could i tell her
i lied when i said i didnt know who raped me. i have
4 other friends that he raped after he raped me...i
could have stopped him and saved their lives, 1 of
them is dead, i could have saved her.

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3 comments (post a new comment)You should have said something. It's your fault she died from the rape. Hope you're happy you "saved" the "friend" that raped you and killed another girl
Posted by - on Monday, 06/30/08 - 12:43am
Wow you my friend are the worlds most amazing drinker if you can black out and become fully aware again in less than an hour!
Also when a blackout occurs you lose 5-10 minutes of memory prior to you actually losing consciousness. Which means you actually blacked out at 9:30.
When someone comes to after blacking out their body WILL purge itself in a short period of time after. Someone having sex with you just as you are returning to consciousness WILL cause that to happen immediately.
This site is for people with real confessions not for little emo kids to go writing poems about tragic things that will never happen in their suburban life.
Don't buy this story, anybody over the age of 18 knows that it's a lie.
And anybody who is about to say "well her friend woke her up by screaming" blah blah blah
Save yourself. You cannot wake up somebody who is blacked out. They have essentially been rendered into a brief coma due to a cessation of higher brain functions.
Posted by This story is a lie. on Monday, 06/30/08 - 10:04am
Once I drank too much, passed out and came to with my (female) roommate performing oral sex upon me. I was so upset about it that I called my ex and he came back to town to look for her. She made herself scarce till he left, then I beat her so bad I left bruises all over her body. A friend stopped me from throwing her out the second story window of the apartment. I never saw her again after that day. Moral of the story: Don't drink to the point of passing out. You never know what you will wake up to (or whom, for that matter).
Posted by dumbass woman on Thursday, 07/3/08 - 12:16am