I'm not good enough I guess.
You lead me on.
I'm 15.
I'm a girl.
I'm a virgin.
I'm kissless.
I'm too tall.
I'm too fat.
I'm not pretty enough.
I'm giving up on love.
I don't deserve it I guess.....
I might kill myself tonight

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8 comments (post a new comment)Don't do it.....please.... you are still so young! There is lots to live for, you will see! You have to love yourself so someone can love you -- don't be so hard on yourself; you deserve love and you will get it. I love you! Please talk to someone, anyone. You are not alone; lots of people are critical of themselves. Time will heal some of those feelings; you are still growing up! It really does get better and as you do get older, you see things differently. It will be ok. Praying helps; meditating too.... Try calling 1-800-SUICIDE. Please.
Posted by anon on Wednesday, 07/2/08 - 11:03am
Those were great words. And great advice anon
Posted by Josi on Wednesday, 07/2/08 - 2:39pm
I didn't do it.
I still want to.
I will plaster a smile on my face and keep on going.
:]
Posted by Original poster on Wednesday, 07/2/08 - 6:58pm
I'm glad. Hang in there.
Posted by anon on Friday, 07/4/08 - 9:17am
i'm glad you stayed. =]
i'm not going to say "i know how you feel" because, i probably didn't. but what i do know, is that i have wanted to give up on life and love sooooo many times. but what i found, is that life is only what you make it to be. so make it fun. yeah, it might sound nerdy and unreal advice, but i love my life, even though i've never had a guy love me, i've never had sex or even a kiss, and i'm almost 20. all my friends have, but i'm okay with it. life is only what you make it, so make it a good one! just have fun. don't let love bring you down. you will find your true love, i know it.
Posted by rebecca on Saturday, 07/5/08 - 5:21pm
Hayy look im the same way.
And i believe that i should wait for the right kiss and the right boyy.
ADVICE:
Dont go out searching for love.
Cause in fairytales they dont find true love util the last page of the book,
:]
Hope i helpedd.
Posted by Nancy. on Tuesday, 07/15/08 - 2:05am
If you are given a chance to live, then live, with the pain, suffering and all. In the end, things always get better. They always get better, as long as you believe anything is possible and try to be in control of your life, including your how you feel about yourself.
Posted by hannnahhaha on Thursday, 07/24/08 - 2:11am
I'm so glad you didn't do it...just think about it. You will NEVER live to see your 50th birthday, you will never be able to vote, you will never be allowed to drink, you will never be able to drive. Trust me babe, it's wayy to early and think about this: Set something your excited for and when that time comes, set another thing. Like this:
I have a birthday party coming up in two weeks, and then when it comes, I think about what else is coming up, then wait for that. It keeps you steady, and it keeps you excited and calm. Just please, don't do it! Please.
Posted by Caroline on Tuesday, 08/5/08 - 10:36pm