I don't belong here.
Posted On Friday, July 3, 2009
I feel like I am the only one who thinks this way. I feel like I was put on this Earth by mistake. I sometimes wonder if I'm seeing the world in the same way everyone is seeing it. Because I am always the last one to get anything simple and normal but always the first one to get something deep and complex. I don't understand. I look the same as everyone else. I act the same as everyone else. I dress the same as everyone else. But for some reason no one likes me. I always give someone a chance. If someone wants to be friends with me I always let them and if someone is hurt or in trouble I do whatever it takes to help them. But when I am hurt no one gives a fuck!!! I know this sounds really whiney and bitchy but I REALLY do think that this whole world is against me. It's like it's a natural human instinct to hate me and ignore me. I'm sick of living like this.
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4 comments (post a new comment)You may, indeed, be quite right. It's strange. I could have written this confession myself. People think we're paranoid and arrogant for feeling this way. So, I was able to invite a couple of family members along in my daily journey through life. And they were in total shock that everything you just wrote is actually very much true (in my case too), which is what I've been telling them!
Don't let this world change or harden you. And never let them invalidate you, by getting you down or making you feel as though YOU don't belong. It is they who don't belong.
Just because there are more ants than people doesn't mean the whole world belongs to them. It is people like us that enables them to thrive in their misery. Moreover, people just want a reason to hate and lash out anyway. To lose yourself due to their mess is a huge defeat --a place we must NEVER accept.
Posted by Lost Rocket Scientist on Saturday, 07/4/09 - 10:53am
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Posted by .. on Saturday, 07/4/09 - 10:57am
Thank you commenter for demonstrating my very point.
Posted by Lost RS on Saturday, 07/4/09 - 4:35pm
Ok you're really NOT alone, I could have written every single word of this too! Sometimes I feel like I was dropped here from another planet - the way I perceive things and think about things is so different to everyone I know, and I completely fail at grasping anything simple or normal. I always see things differently. And it is like people can almost smell that you're different right away, can detect that they shouldn't like you, that you don't fit in. And it gets me down, but then I think of the people who do know me and like me (there are some, who I have known for a long time) and the years ahead of me in which I might meet someone like me, and I feel a little better. I think you have to accept the way you are and make the most of what you have.
Posted by Em on Friday, 07/10/09 - 7:59pm