i like you... don't take offense.

I've liked you since that day-- the day I let you think I hated you.

You embraced me and told me all the things I wanted to hear. You were there for me when I needed you most. You held me tight when all my "friends" abandoned me. I was all alone and you were there...

It wasn't until seven long months of not speaking to you and feeling all alone that I realized that I needed you back in my life. And now that you're here, I won't ever let go of you again.

AND NOW YOU KNOW THAT I DON'T HATE YOU, BUT YOU THINK THAT I DON'T LIKE YOU BACK. YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH, AND I LOVE YOU TOO. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW AND MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER BE ABLE TO RECIPROCATE.

If I didn't think that you'd lift my hopes up, then drop them down, I would tell you how I feel.

But until then, I must find ways around it. I want to tell you how much I love you, but I don't know how. I only let you know when I'm intoxicated, and that's why I want to do drugs with you. Because I want to let you know, and by the morning it'll all be forgotten.

However, for those moments of intoxication and drunken stupor-- you'll know the truth. And I will cherish those moments, because they come too late and leave too quickly.