i think had sex with my best friend

okay well I'm going into my senior year of college (I'm a boy) but I've been having sex with my best friend (also a boy)since I was 12 years old. It started out just inicent truth or dare but one day I chose dare and he said "I dare you to suck my penis" i said yes cause I've always liked him in that sorta way. obnce that coxk entered my mouth it feltl so good my cock got so hard that I started jacking off as I was sucking his cock. it was my turn to dare him and I dares him to suck my now rly hard cock and he did. I almost exploded in his mouth. but i didn't we didn't go any further that night .

we did that everychance we got. until I asked him if I could fuck him in the ass and he said yes. as i entered his asshole he flinched but he them relaxed and we fucked for the entire might as i was feeling the clmax comming i told him but he just mumbled so i Came inside of him he said " when I felt the come inside it felt so good" and we have just has sex labour twice a year ever since then. but I'm not gay I have a girlfriend and I jerk off to lesbian porn alot and get hard and I come to that but nuthing matches hiw good it feels to have gay sex with this guy.